Eileen R. Tabios is a poet working in multiple genres and in-between. She also loves books by writing, reading, publishing, critiquing, romancing and advocating for them. This blog will feature her bibliophilic activities with posts on current book engagements and links to her books and projects related to books.
Showing posts with label MY RUSSIAN NOVEL. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MY RUSSIAN NOVEL. Show all posts

Monday, July 10, 2017

READING: A POETICS TOO FOR THE NOVEL


I'm newly a fan of Claire Messud. Wowed by the first novel by her that I read, The Woman Upstairs. Just finished and wallow-loved The Emperor's Children though I felt the ending could have been improved (lookit me going all crit when I've yet to finish my own first novel!). Anyway, off to check out her other books -- there's something in her approach that I feel will help my own novel-writing. Yes, this is how I learn to write anything, including poetry. By reading.



Thursday, June 29, 2017

GEARING UP TO RETURN TO THE NOVEL


After spending every day of 2016 writing a novel -- and writing a book about writing that novel ... that is not yet written -- I spent the first half of 2017 basically ignoring the manuscript, though I'd occasionally think about it.

I did know that I needed to clear space to devote to editing/re-writing the first draft--it's a massive undertaking. For such to happen, I'd have to finish one last poetry manuscript to get it out of my In-Box. Well, I finished this last week!


And still I hemmed and hawed about returning to the novel until yesterday when I finished Clare Messud's brilliant novel, THE WOMAN UPSTAIRS -- a novel synchronistically about an artist who was fearful *going for it*, the same impetus I require for completing the long-form novel.


Sometimes, one needs to be tipped into writing by the reading of another's brilliant book. So it was with Clare Messud--here's an excerpt:


I chose the above excerpt, btw, because that moment Messud describes is, for me, not something from "school or college" but something that arises when I'm writing/making a poem. Perhaps that's why I'm prolific -- I revel in the poem's extraordinary experience. Anyway, ...

... my gratitude to Clare Messud. This is the novel that's reinvigorated me into the next stage of the novel-writing:




Friday, June 9, 2017

META NOVEL

You can now read my book about writing a book ... even though that book is not yet written. Got that?

You can order HERE.

It's got tons of pictures, too.






Tuesday, May 23, 2017

#EILEENWRITESNOVEL OUT IN PRINT!

Otoliths has always been smart about utilizing the internet and POD technology which means their journal has both online and print components. So if anyone (besides me for perhaps the purpose of looking for an agent) wants a 90-page paperback on my year-long diary about writing a novel's first draft -- complete with selfies of the process' effect on moi -- go HERE!



Monday, January 30, 2017

NOVEL: MAY IT MOVE BEYOND META


Thanks to editor Mark Young for having my 2016 year-long diary about writing a novel, complete with "Midnight Selfies" such as the one above (I wrote at night), appear in the new issue of OTOLITHS!  You can go to it HERE, but I'll reprint my Introduction:
Before I became a full-time writer, I worked as a banker. During my last year as a banker, I would return home from the office every evening and work on my “Great American Novel.” Indeed, I opted to resign from banking when I put “The End” at the bottom of that manuscript. Unfortunately, a few months into being a full-time writer, I came to realize that that manuscript, to put it bluntly, sucked. It was, by the way, a murder mystery set in a bank—Reader, let’s pause and feel the banality together. 
Pagkatapos, for the next 20 years, I attempted and failed several times to write a long-form novel. Still, in December 2015, I decided that I would make one last attempt. I determined to do so by writing on the novel everyday during the year 2016. I ordered myself the constraint: the writing could be one sentence or 10,000 words but I had to write everyday. I am delighted to announce that, for the first time as a writer, I did succeed in writing a long form novel that, unlike my first effort, actually works! It bears the working title, The 1,146th Fairy Tale 
As this was a prolonged attempt at novel-writing, I also decided on the 76th day of hewing to my daily writing schedule that I would make my process public by occasionally noting updates on Facebook. My idea was that going public would fortify me not to give up as doing so would be a public humiliation—I believe that strategy worked several times as the year unfolded, especially on the days that I felt the writing wasn’t working well. 
The following presents my Facebook notes of my novel-writing process, usually illustrated with a selfie. Selfies on their own don’t interest me, but my first occurred after a long, exhausting process after midnight—I usually wrote at night. Looking at my drawn face, I became interested in exploring the Midnight Selfie or Midnight’s Selfie. Lastly, as one can observe, humor became important in helping me maintain the necessary discipline to finish the novel. Please join me in my journey to the very last post on December 31, 2016. 
It is too early to present any excerpt from the novel. But I will share after my last post one of the “studies” I sketched out during the writing process as I explored what story would be told by the novel. That study is entitled, “EVER AFTER.”

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My novel-writing diary appears with works by fabulous wordsmiths: Sheila E. Murphy, Steve Dalachinsky, Andrew Topel, Brandon Nakasato, Cecelia Chapman, David Lohrey, C. R. E. Wells, Norman M. Gendelman, Texas Fontanella, Philip Byron Oakes, Caitlin Rose Doyle, Keith Walker, John Xero, David Dick, Kyle Hemmings, Mary Claire Garcia, Jesse Glass, Arpine Konyalian Grenier, Philip Elliott, Sanjeev Sethi, sean burn, Kirk Robinson & Garin Cycholl & William Allegrezza, Bill Wolak, Pete Spence, Jim Leftwich, John M. Bennett, Thomas M. Cassidy, osvaldo cibils, Kelly J. Powell, harry k stammer, Raymond Farr, John Amen, Lucianna Chixaro Ramos, a.j. carruthers, Olivier Schopfer, Joel Chace, Carol Stetser, Les Wicks, Volodymyr Bilyk, Lana Bella, Diana Magallón, Clara B. Jones, Laurent Grison & Yvon Guillou, Meeah Williams, Michael Berton, Michael Farrell, Anatoly Kudryavitsky, Charles Borkhuis & John McCluskey, Lakey Comess, John Martone, Evan Gray, Willie Smith, Allen Forrest, M. Leland Oroquieta, hiromi suzuki, Jack Galmitz, Mason Keys, Joe Balaz, Luisa-Evelina Stifii, Howie Good, Matina L. Stamatakis, George Moore, Drew B. David, Adam Levon Brown, Márton Koppány, Michael Caylo-Baradi, Carlyle Baker, J. Crouse, Richard Kostelanetz, Heath Brougher, Anwer Ghani, J. Ray Paradiso, AG Davis, Joanna Thomas, Kasy Long, Heller Levenson, Tom Snarsky, Dawn Nelson Wardrope, cathy aragon, Jeff Harrison, Marco Giovenale, John W. Sexton, Eugenia Hepworth Petty, bruno neiva, Stu Hatton, Ian Gibbins, dan raphael, Alberto Vitacchio, Douglas Penick,  Nika & Jim McKinniss, Alan Summers, Jeff Bagato, Mariapia Fanna Roncoroni, Michael O'Brien, M.J. Iuppa, Carla Bertola, Andrew Galan, Katrinka Moore, Thom Sullivan, Joseph Veronneau, Marcia Arrieta, Sean Negus, Shloka Shankar, Seth Howard, Paul T. Lambert, John Pursch, Ella Skilbeck-Porter, Linda M. Walker, Tony Beyer, Edward Kulemin, PT Davidson, Michael Brandonisio, Adam Fieled, Johannes S. H. Bjerg, Angad Arora, Bob Heman, Carol Ciavonne, Sheila Windsor & Brendan Slater, Stephen J. Williams, Marilyn Stablein, Felino A. Soriano, Louie Crew Clay, Peter Bakowski, David Heg & Nicolette Wong, Francesca Jurate Sasnaitis, J. D. Nelson, & Marilyn R. Rosenberg & Ann R. Shapiro. 

See entire issue of Otoliths by going HERE!



Saturday, December 31, 2016

THE 1,146TH FAIRY TALE

otherwise nicknamed as "My Russian Novel" reached completion this morning!  Yes, I have finished my first successful draft at a long-form novel. Months of editing await but, for now, I shall bask and celebrate!  

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

This novel results from my Jan. 1, 2016 Resolution to write everyday on the novel. If you're on Facebook, my occasional public updates as the novel progressed is available at:
#EileenWritesNovel










Friday, October 7, 2016

"RIPPLED MIRROR HAY(NA)KU" AND "CLEAVE HAY(NA)KU"!!!

[Please Forward; this is also a CALL FOR POEMS--see UPDATE below]

It's October 4! And I am so grateful I have managed to hew to my 2016 New Year's Resolution to write everyday on a long-form novel! It's been/is a new experience--I'm grateful for it. But I didn't expect that, from yesterday's writing, the novel would generate a new variation of the hay(na)ku. I'm calling it the "Rippled Mirror Hay(na)ku" because, as you can see by its inaugural manifestation below, the "reflection" is not exact.

In the novel, I was writing a section relating to dictators and it spawned this new hay(na)ku poem:
"Power
corrupts absolutely"--
you provided proof. 
Your life proved
"Absolute corruption
powers."

I shared it with Vince Gotera, the poet who (you might recall) came up with the final name for the hay(na)ku (you can see the form's History HERE).  He responded brilliantly with one of his own:
Mirror 
I'm
Donald Trump.
Best president ever. 
Bust. President never.
Donald Trump.
Um...

Entonces, I'm initiating a call for poems in the "Rippled Mirror Hay(na)ku" form, as you may interpret it. The "ripple" refers to how the reflection is not exact between the two tercets. If I receive enough poems by Nov. 15, I'll write a feature presenting them in the next issue of Galatea Resurrects (A Poetry Engagement).
Spread
the Word:
"Rippled Mirror Hay(na)ku"!!!
Deadline: Nov. 15, 2016
Send by email (in body of email) to me at galateaten@gmail.com

UPDATE: I am expanding this call to include the "Cleave Hay(na)ku" form newly invented by Vince Gotera.  The "Cleave" is two hay(na)ku side-by-side, where the hay(na)ku on the left is read as one poem, the hay(na)ku on the right is read as a second poem, and then both hay(na)ku are read as a third, combined poem, both first lines together, then the second lines, and finally both third lines. Vince demonstrates with
Mycelia

mushrooms
live forever
like strange ghosts
      do
you know
that people eat

—Draft by Vince Gotera    [Do not copy or quote . . . thanks.]

Here are the three different poems that we can read:
left side
right side
combined       
mushrooms live forever like strange ghosts
do you know that people eat
mushrooms do live forever you know like strange ghosts that people eat
More information can be seen on Vince's blog HERE.


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Go HERE to see all the Hay(na)ku Variations possible. If you know more, let me know and I'll add to the list!



Monday, June 13, 2016

"THE NOVELIST'S DIARY"

My New Year's Resolution for 2016 was to write everyday on a long-form novel attempt.  Today  makes it 165 days in a row ... which also explains a Vispo over at h& -- thanks to editor Ian Whistle for the space. Go to link or see it here:


One might say this work's Muse is my sense of humor ...



Monday, April 18, 2016

THE BIG BOX POETRY PROJECT

Curator of "The Big Box Poetry Project," Pamela Hart is placing poems about big box stores and related venues -- Starbucks, sidewalks, airports, etc.  I'm delighted that my poem "Arrival: An Impossibility" is a participant, and was taped over a "No Trespassing" sign by a Walgreens!!!


The Big Box Poetry Project is playing out on Facebook HERE and through its hashtag #thebigboxstorepoetryproject .

I'm delighted to help subvert Big Box Store's space! It's architectural VizPo!

(The poem, by the way, is one of three poems created in the process of writing a novel. That poetry Muse keeps hir hand on moi pulse...)



Wednesday, March 23, 2016

ONCE UPON A TIME (2)


Delighted that I've managed my daily writing for the new novel.  And delighted to have completed the first journal where I am writing in this novel.  I have a bunch of journals like these


and thought to use them for the novel. As you will see, these are the entries dated from Jan. 1 to today:


Eighty-three days of daily writing.



Wednesday, March 9, 2016

ONCE UPON A TIME

I feel, sadly, that I've taken down entire rain forests trying to write a particular novel. Which doesn't stop me from trying again. I began the latest effort on January 1. I used that New Year Resolution infrastructure of trying to write every single day on the novel, even if it's just a few words. And, indeed, sometimes it was just a few words for that day but, so far, have hit the daily mark. Today I was delighted to discover the manuscript at 76 pages. It's still fragile, but I'm pausing to have an ever-so-brief moment of celebration for fortitude:



The other infrastructure? Each daily entry begins with "Once upon a time ..."




Monday, April 28, 2014

WRITING PROCESS BLOG TOUR!

THANK YOU to William Allegrezza for inviting me to participate.  The WRITING PROCESS BLOG TOUR  requires participants to answer four questions (my answers below) and Bill’s answers are HERE

William Allegrezza edits Moria Books and teaches at Indiana University Northwest. He has previously published many poetry books, including still walk, In the Weaver's Valley, Ladders in July, Fragile Replacements, Collective Instant, Aquinas and the Mississippi (with Garin Cycholl), Covering Over, and Densities, Apparitions; three anthologies, The City Visible: Chicago Poetry for the New Century, The Alteration of Silence: Recent Chilean Poetry, and La Alteración del Silencio: Poesía Norteamericana Reciente; seven chapbooks, including Sonoluminescence (co-written with Simone Muench) and Filament Sense (Ypolita Press); and many poetry reviews, articles, and poems. He founded and curated series A, a reading series in Chicago, from 2006-2010. In addition, he occasionally posts his thoughts at P-Ramblings.


AND I RESPOND WITH:

What am I working on?
I’ve started with book designer Michelle Bautista the book design process of my next book, SUN STIGMATA (Sculpture Poems) which is coming out from Marsh Hawk Press this Fall 2014.   I’m also promoting VERSES TYPHOON YOLANDA, a fundraising anthology I edited to raise funds for the survivors of Super Typhoon Haiyan. 

I’m working on MY RUSSIAN NOVEL—that’s the working title which is intended only to refer to my life-long goal of writing a HUGE (long) novel. I talk more about the demands of its scale over HERE, including why I felt I had to write so much poetry before I could begin this novel that I’ve wanted to do for the last four decades. 

SUN STIGMATA is my 25th (est.) poetry collections since I began poem-writing about 18 years ago.  Which is to say, the Poetry Muses have been quite generous to me—and I’ve been blessed by having sufficient poetry publishers in seven countries to support me.  But in finally deciding to work on the novel, I did wonder about the Poetry Muses’ reactions (the Muses are very real to me).  At first, I was heartened as they seemed to be supportive as they gave me a poetry-related idea for developing the novel when I was just starting to write it.

But I should have known better than to expect an easy release from the Poetry Muses.  Their idea that supposedly aided the novel ended up being a brilliant idea for a different work—the form may be prose poem, but it’s also an autobiography.  Basically, the Muses I insisted that if I was going to move from the poem to the novel, I first had to write my own poet’s obituary.  Given their historical generosity, I was inclined to abide by their demands.  Initially, its working title was THE SECOND VIOLIN as a metaphor for how, in an orchestra, the second violin can expand (via harmony) on the first violin’s melody.  Metaphorically, I was thinking that if the poem is the melody, the harmony can be the life that had harmonized with the poem to give it life.

I did drop THE SECOND VIOLIN as title (I might use it later for the novel) and, right now, this project is entitled MURDERING AND DYING: AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY. 

Even as I write MURDERING AND DYING, though, I am focused on the novel.  I was heartened recently by poet and man of letters John Bloomberg-Rissman who reminded me that “Thomas Mann's major novels has a number of satellite texts orbiting it—not his metaphor but his way of recognizing the relations between certain of his works and others.”  That makes sense to me as certain themes seem to lurk within my past writings, even as I always worked overtly to make each poetry book sufficiently different from each other so that each book could not serve as a foretelling of the next book project.


How does my work differ from others of its genre?
It pains me to see so much timidity in poetry.  If there’s one genre that should be radically expansive, it should be poetry.  My work isn’t timid, of which one manifestation is how my poetry-writing isn’t limited to inherited forms.  It invents. I experiment, (not because of the baggage the poetry world has ascribed to the term but, in part) because I think poetry is not a single genre but inherently mixed-genre. 

I once performed several poetry readings with dancer-collaborators—they did their movements to the “music” of the poems I read.  It took at least five performances (I collaborated with more than one dancer) before I admitted to myself that the approach didn’t really work (the dancers moved beautifully but I never was able to harmonize the reading sounds to the imagery of dance).  But, I tried.  And what was at stake for the failure—did failure hurt anyone or anything? No—if anything, it was a source of lessons subsequently used in future endeavors.  I wish people would dare more on behalf of the form.

As a reader/observer, it’s also fun and elucidating to watch others take a risk—whether or not it works.  Risk-taking offers its own source of satisfaction and pleasure.


Why do I write what I do?
I had all sorts of answers as a younger poet.  Nowadays, a more honest answer is probably “I write what I do because it pleases me”—but with the challenge as a poet to have a self that’s large enough to encompass enough concerns so that what pleased me to write becomes something that also interests others.

That’s why I feel I must do a lot of preparation for writing poems by living life in a certain way: open and attentive to what is real and external to me.  The world is a big place, much bigger than my imagination.  I feel I need to pay attention as such information and attitude can benefit poems by widening their expanse, thus, relevance to others (read: readers).

I said all that only to feel the fumbling of articulation.  Let me just cite the marvelous poet/writer John Olson whose book, THE NOTHING THAT IS (Ravenna Press, 2010), I just finished.  Towards the end of this somewhat autobiographical book, he notes, “Poetry is such a mystery. You really don’t know how or where good poems come from.  There are mere words, the same words everyone uses every day, yet somehow, if they are arranged in some manner whose process eludes you, they produce magic. They conjure worlds. They light the mind. They transform ordinary sight into vision.”

This doesn’t negate the idea that poetry-writing is craft.  But a well-crafted poem can still fail to “produce magic,” “light the mind,” “transform ordinary sight into vision,” or however else one might describe poetry’s gifts.  Craft can be taught but I do feel poetry’s birthing is ineffable.


How does my writing process work?
For poems, Slant. And (hopefully) robustly.  And, nowadays, reluctantly.  My answers to this question has evolved over time. But starting in 2010 with THE THORN ROSARY, my first “Selected” poetry book (though it only selects from prose poems which is just one form in which I have written), I consciously raised the threshold—I flung it as high as I could!—for what must push me to write a new poem.  I felt/feel that if I never wrote a new poem again, I still would have done enough to have respected poetry.  So I wanted to be sure that each new poem I wrote had to be urgent enough to exist.  Note that I didn’t say, good enough to exist since I’ve always thought the good vs. bad point-of-view to be such a small (timid!) standard for poetry, even as it’s curatorially convenient for those with careerist mindsets or constraints.  Since 2010, I’ve tried NOT to write new poems, feeling that those that push themselves successfully out of my pen would have a strong (urgent) reason(s) for existing.  I consider the poem’s energy relevant in ensuring it has a transformative effect.

I’ve wanted NOT to write new poems but, since THE THORN ROSARY, I’ve actually released five poetry books and one hybrid poetry-novel collection. I get exhausted thinking of what I would have done had I actually wanted to write new poems.  But when I say I want the writing to occur by the work overcoming my reluctance to write more poems, I am also saying I want the work to overcome me—because the work, if it succeeds, is not (just) about me.

More specifically, there’s an initial impetus—a single word, a thought, someone else’s resonant writing, etc.—that moves me to put pen to paper.  From there, my writing is very process-based, with each word or phrase being what pushes the writing forward to the next word.  Thus, for the writing process I can rarely be specific about content as that may morph based on the energy flow of the writing process itself.  Conscious intention is rarely relevant—but this only emphasizes the importance of living in a certain way: as open and educated as possible in order to harness as many possibilities as possible for the writing as it energetically proceeds forward to overcome my reluctance to begin and then unfold.

For the novel, on the other hand, my writing process is quite different: more conscious discipline and focus.  I actually have an outline!



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I’m delighted that this Writing Process Blog Tour will continue next week with John Bloomberg-Rissman! About himself:

John Bloomberg-Rissman has about a year and a half to go on In the House of the Hangman, the third section of his maybe life project called Zeitgeist Spam. The first two volumes have been published: No Sounds of My Own Making (Leafe Press, 2007), and Flux, Clot & Froth (Meritage Press 2010). In addition to his Zeitgeist Spam project, the main other thing on his plate right now is an anthology which he is editing with Jerome Rothenberg, titled Barbaric Vast & Wild: An Anthology of Outside & Subterranean Poetry, due out from Black Widow Press, Autumn 014. He's also learning to play the viola and he blogs at www.johnbr.com (Zeitgeist Spam).    





Thursday, April 3, 2014

PAGE COUNT? "IN LEAGUES AND FATHOMS"

While I can blather long and long on poetry, I find that I hold back a lot of things about MY RUSSIAN NOVEL as I write it.  Of course I've heard about this aspect from many writers--how they don't like, or are superstitious about, talking about their writing projects before they're finished.  I get it -- and what I say about MY RUSSIAN NOVEL is actually little relative to what's going on in my writing process.  But I have said I wanted this novel long.  So it seems timely to post a poem written about me; I assume it's written about me since its entitled with my name (hah).  I hope I do achieve what is stated in the first stanza, 5th line.  Better yet, second stanza, 6th line.  Thanks to Sandy McIntosh for writing it, and publishing it in his 2005 book (2005? was Sandy foretelling?) The After-Death History of My Mother:



EILEEN R. TABIOS

“I really think you should title this poem ‘Eileen R. Tabios’”
—Eileen R. Tabios



Eileen R. Tabios 
Announced today 
That her next book 
Will be 
5000 pages long. 
In an unrelated development 
Eileen R. Tabios 
Announced 
That she has acquired 
A major interest 
In International Harvester, 
The only U.S. manufacturer 
Of oversize-poetry book forklifts. 

It was learned 
Early today 
That Eileen R. Tabios’ 
Book for the next year 
Will be 
13,000 pages long. 
In an unrelated development 
Eileen R. Tabios 
Announced 
That she has acquired 
San Francisco’s famous 
Coit Tower 
Which she will turn 
Into a library 
Housing one large print 
Version of her book. 

It was learned 
Early today 
That Eileen R. Tabios 
Has acquired large tracts 
Of the Pacific Ocean 
For an unknown purpose. 
In an unrelated development 
Eileen R. Tabios 
Announced 
That the number of pages 
Of her future books 
Will be counted 
In leagues and fathoms. 

It was learned 
Early today 

(continued next page)

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Yes, that last line is actually "(continued next page)" -- hilarious.  Maybe I'll achieve a page count instead "in leagues and fathoms"!  Here's Sandy -- who also should write fathoms of the unfathomable -- doing a reading!







Wednesday, April 2, 2014

MOI POETRY MUSES



My poetry Muses are real to me.  If you've been reading my blogs for a while, you may recall in prior blogs that I've described the Muses as "fallen angels, smoking cigars and playing poker at the upper left corner of any room I currently inhabit."  They're greedy for my attention.  I can write a gazillion poems -- and I have -- and such is never enough for them.  Greedy muscled angels -- big breasts (though not human boobs so much as a bird's oversize chest for flight) as well as huge steely biceps to operate those huge wings.  Colorless or color-replete eyes, depending on your point of view, in that heated light rather than color emanate from their long-lashed orbs.  I can continue, but you get the point.  They exist and they are not benign -- found the above image in the internet and while it's not quite what I always envisioned with my Muses, it shares with my Muses the sense of a lack of stability even as love exists.  Poetry can't be stable.

So, when I finally shook off the perfumed steel feathers my poetry Muses kept dropping on me and work, instead, on a novel, I wondered how the poetry Muses would react.  

Well, I got my first response this morning.  And I'm relieved.  They're not mad.  Moreover, they will continue to be generous because, while I was sneezing through their feathers, I honored Poetry.  That's my take anyway.  My take on what happened this morning, which is that I wrote a new chapter that was scaffolded by one of my poetry books, 5 SHADES OF GRAY. Another scaffolding was the "I Forgot" structure of one of the two poems in Tom Beckett's new and fabulous releaseDIPSTICK/DIPTYCH. Which is all to say, poetry is facilitating my efforts to write MY RUSSIAN NOVEL.  

I'm so relieved.  

Entonces: Onward!


Sunday, March 9, 2014

MUSICALLY & METAPHORICALLY

In that space between this girl



and Glenn Gould playing Bach's Concerto No. 5 (2nd and 3rd movements)



is a whole lotta poetry.  A metaphor: that girl was me as a 10-year-old at my one and only piano recital which took place at Saint Louis University (Baguio, Philippines);  as for Glenn Gould's artistry -- it's the impossible for me.

A few months after my piano recital, I left my birthland to come to the United States ... where I never successfully took up piano again.  The ALL of THIS is another pitch to my RUSSIAN NOVEL ... for which I am currently weaving strands so fragile they threaten to break at any moment ...



Monday, March 3, 2014

SLO...O...W WRITING

I finished an outline for MY UKRAINIAN RUSSIAN NOVEL over the weekend.  This morning I finished a draft of its first part, the "Prologue."  It's a different feel, this attempt at writing of a (HUGE) novel.  I feel the urge to speed up, but am deliberately slowing down the pace.  I suspect speeding up might cause me to run out of steam.  

Anyway, to fuel the novel, I'd been listening to Tchaikovsky's Violin Concerto.  Obsessively.  Played it constantly, 24-7, over five days.  Until I felt I had to break myself of it.  Well, what can break someone off Tchaikovsky (tho I'll keep returning to it of course)?  But of course, Bach's Brandenburg Concerto No. 5 in D Major.  Here are two three renditions I like (I want to blog it, too, so I can more easily access them).  The first is more traditional and the second is really FUN!  There many renditions out there, but I love the COMMAND(!) of the first rendition.  As for the second, I bought Jacques Loussier for my Itunes after hearing him....






 



P.S.  Of course there's ALSO the Glenn Gould!




Humm away, Mr. Gould!




Thursday, February 27, 2014

MUSIC AS FUEL

"I thought the story was about me." 
--perhaps The First Sentence

I began writing MY RUSSIAN NOVEL (working title) today, in part because Tchaikovsky's Violin Concerto so put me in the mood for what I believe will be the novel's sensibility.  By which I mean I kept playing different renditions that I love -- here are three:

I mentioned that certain COMMAND.  :: Arabella Steinbacher has it -- she commands technique, not the other way around.  She also sees/hears the composition rather than what she (or others) want to hear…

…. like the poet getting out of the way of the poem, which is paradoxical (attesting to its difficulty) when the matter is, as I describe it, also one of command:






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And here's a ravishing and commanding rendition by Frank Peter Zimmerman:







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So many ways to define command (it's like reading a poem!)....here's Kyung Wha Chung (so inspiring; heck, if she can go Russian so can I!)





Wednesday, February 26, 2014

ON THE DEMANDS OF SCALE

One reason I'm relieved to find a publisher for 147 MILLION ORPHANS is that it's the last completed poetry manuscript in my files.  After this book, as well as my Fall 2014 release, SUN STIGMATA, I feel I can go back to something I've always wanted to do but never was capable of doing before:  a HUGE NOVEL.  And I think I was incapable of writing that particular novel because I hadn't experienced/matured sufficiently for its type of effort.


It's like Tchaikovsky's Violin Concerto -- maturity may matter.  (I say "may" because I don't really know, but am hazarding forth this speculation though no doubt there are exceptions.)  Compare the young violinist Sayaka Shoji's rendition with the seasoned David Oistrakh's (longer link below)… I want to write a novel the way Oistrakh plays his violin.  What Oistrakh reveals is a particular COMMAND (Shoji has it, too, but in a different way) … that translates to a poignant luminosity for which effect there is no shortcut.  One must bring a certain history to its manifestation. And history requires/ed time.

When I was in about 6th or 7th grade, I used to walk around middle school with huge Russian novels.  WAR AND PEACE and such.  I didn't read them then (I began but couldn't finish them); I just walked around with them because I loved their heft.  I admired the ambition of the HUGE TOME.  I was weighed down and loved the physical feel of being weighed down by their heft.

And now I want to be the one creating rather than only receiving that effect.  Forty years later, I can begin.

But I couldn't get here, I felt, if I shortchanged my efforts for Poetry.  Clear space and all that.   Some of you have asked about my prolificness -- this explains it.  I will have released over twenty (I've actually lost count) poetry collections by the end of this year.  I would have done so in less than 15 years (with the generosity of numerous publishers willing to facilitate my journey--thank you!).  

Until this post, I've never particularly tried to articulate my rush to release my poetry out there. Well, it's because I was eager through the years to get to this particular phase -- that writing of this HUGE NOVEL.  What I also appreciate about this phase?  I don't know if I'll succeed … and I welcome that uncertainty.  Because Poetry trained me not to fear instability, flux, and the unknown.  Poetry taught me faith.

So these 2014 poetry books, 147 MILLION ORPHANS and SUN STIGMATA, may be the last poetry for a while as I … go old-style Russian[+plus] in the 21st century.

In the best 49 minutes, six seconds you may devote to your screen (none of this twittery stuff), here is the MAGNIFICENT David Oistrakh with Tchaikovsky and Bach:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ds4XPlhgq_k